Work-work balance. Wait, what?

(by leigh) Feb 11 2011

My current position has seen me do some pretty major skillset-expansion in a short period of time. That was a steep curve to climb, but I think I've at least sorta got the hang of it. Since the purpose of acquiring some new administrative skillz was to get the hands-on science up and running, I turned around and spent some time with my nose to the grindstone bench. I was getting a ton of shit done, it was amazing! And then I slipped into grad student mode. Focused heavily on the bench science, let some of the other things in the air just hang. The bench science is exciting, so it became easy to tell myself the dealing with paperwork can wait until this next batch of results comes in- or until I get this next thing up and going in the lab. Or whatever else sounds more fun than filling out more paperwork.

Wrong-o!

Now I have some incredible data-collection efforts ongoing (and frankly I couldn't get any more up and running without expanding facilities) but am in a bit of a crunch to keep the path clear for them to continue going.

Hi there... nice to meet you, double-edged sword.

Back to learning to stand on both sides of facilitating the science and doing the science. And I'm supposed to be learning how to balance work and life in here somewhere too... right? Sigh...

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Follies

(by leigh) Jan 25 2011

Just when you think you've got your foot solidly on the next step, you're finally getting stabilized and accustomed to the new increased level of shit that gets thrown at you... it kicks up a notch. And then you go through the getting knocked down and dragged out and clawing your way back to upright and thinking you've finally got it figured out again...

How far does this fucking staircase go anyway? Forever?

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The enzymatic target

(by leigh) Jan 24 2011

I've been doing some net-casting for some novel compounds to try in a lovely new model I'm building. I've had several interesting directions suggested to me, and as a result I've done a bit of reading slightly outside my usual-suspects list. Always a good thing.

One of the candidates I considered was an enzyme inhibitor. In theory, it modified the rate of a key enzyme-catalyzed reaction in the synthesis of a particular neurotransmitter. Now whether I actually believed the data... that's another story. (Hint: I didn't bother looking into how I would go about acquiring some of the compound.) But I thought it was interesting enough to talk about the mechanism on the blog.

Enzymes! What are they good for?!

To start off, I'd like to say that I've always admired the enzyme. I started out my science career as a biochemist playing with them in the lab, and have always thought those little workhorse machines are fucking awesome. They do all kinds of things. Mostly this involves taking substrates (reactants) and positioning them the right way to kick-start a reaction, and they facilitate the making and breaking of bonds that are not otherwise particularly favored by physics. They make reactions possible that would totally not happen in a reasonable amount of time otherwise- reactions that would be so slow that a cell might use up its stores of a given molecule before random physics of molecules running into each other supplied more. In short, they're necessary for life.

Figure 1. Enzymes! They're frequently presented using a pac-man analogy, and I just can't help myself. In this case, our pac-man enzyme binds to a little blue triangle, and makes it into a little blue diamond. Fancy stuff here.

What about enzymes for the BRAIN?!

Of particular interest to me now that I'm a little more specialized and have joined up with the neuropharmacologists' club- we have a series of enzymes that work to change precursor amino acids and other building materials into the neurotransmitters that make our brains functional. Enzymes also break down neurotransmitters, to make sure they're not just floating around all uncontrolled in the brain. And just so you can see some real substrates and products, and a real example of step-by-step synthesis (and simultaneously breakdown) pathways...

Figure 2. Catecholamine biosynthesis is one of my favorite examples. The enzymes responsible for each step are named in light blue. Note that these enzymes both create and destroy neurotransmitters. A dopamine molecule is used up to make norepinephrine.

How do we target enzymes with pharmacology?

The idea of interrupting an enzyme pathway and reducing/increasing the number of target molecules hanging out in the cell (or wherever else) is nothing new- we've been implementing it for some time. One very prominent example of this is statins, a class of drugs that inhibit the enzyme HMG co-A reductase. Inhibiting this enzyme inhibits cholesterol synthesis, a good thing for people who have too much cholesterol. And since we have a lot of different enzymes changing a lot of different molecules, the principle has lent itself nicely to many applications. Many of those possible applications are very messy and full of potential side effects- so like much of pharmacology, we're limited to some of the more clear-cut and simple ways to use enzymes as targets.

Figure 3. The idealized version. Inhibit enzyme 2, less molecule C gets produced. Easy!

Figure 4. A slightly more real version, though probably still oversimplified. Suddenly inhibiting enzyme 2 causes much more than a drop in molecule C. Now levels of D, E, and Z are all affected. Possible side effects! What else are we disrupting by screwing with all these other molecules?!

Pharmacology Tip Numero Uno: Really. It's *never* that simple.

As if this didn't seem like a sufficient wrench-in-the-gears, there are different enzyme inhibition mechanisms with different implications. There are competitive inhibitors, that work by reducing the likelihood that a substrate will enter the active site of the enzyme. There are irreversible inhibitors, that permanently bond to the active site of the enzyme, after which it's out for the count. There are noncompetitive inhibitors, that affect the enzyme's action by binding somewhere that is not the active site (and this may or may not be reversible). Finally, there are uncompetitive inhibitors- distinct from noncompetitive inhibitors- that only bind to the enzyme when there is a substrate molecule in the active site.

Figure 5. Enzyme inhibitor sites and mechanisms, illustrated.

Competitive inhibitors can be useful little tools- the great thing (or double-edged sword, depending on your view) about them is that they do wear off with time. This is not the case for the irreversible types- a dose of those and you're stuck waiting for some new enzymes to be made. Many nerve agents are irreversible or semi-irreversible inhibitors of the acetylcholinesterase enzyme- there is potential to do a lot of damage with nerve agents. Noncompetitive inhibitors don't block the active site of an enzyme, so your substrate will still bind, but the enzyme won't kick-start any reactions. The uncompetitive inhibitors are similar in that way to the noncompetitives. These last two mechanisms are useful when you don't want to use a drug that resembles your substrate enough to fit into the same active site. Say your enzyme binds to any triphosphate molecule (there's ATP and all your nucleotides to start)- you don't want to chance widespread side effects by using something very nonspecific that looks like ATP.

In summary

Enzymes can be good targets for future therapeutics. We have a number of widely-used pharmacological tools that target enzymes, both in CNS pharmacology as well as other areas (like statins in cardiovascular pharmacology). However, there are a lot of fine details, and like many other potential targets of interest, there are a lot of ways to create side effects.

Doesn't mean I think it's any less cool as a concept, though.

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On progress reporting

(by leigh) Jan 21 2011

When an institute or organization grants you the funding to complete a particular research aim, they like to know that you're actually getting shit done. So from time to time they ask you to do things like send them progress reports.

I'm a little stunned that I've been here long enough to be approaching a major progress-report deadline. I don't know how the time has gone by so quickly- yet it clearly has, since it's the dead of winter and I'm finally juggling a handful of experiments with upcoming plans bigger than I quite know how to manage. (When will I find the time to get this huge beast written up and approved?!!!??) Sure enough, time kept right on going while I was so busy.

Though I thought it was going to be an annoyance, sitting down to list the things I have accomplished was actually good for my morale. There are plenty of intangibles that can't be listed, in addition to my probably-slightly-too-long narrative of what I've been up to during my time here. I'd like to think that I've done all I can in the framework I've been given to work in. And looking back at that list does make me feel pretty good about how I handled the steep growth curve.

Pretty much as soon as that draft was finished, my research group was up for another report. I got to showcase my pretty dataset for the local BigCheez types. This was a bit more like showing off my technical assets than the other report, a chance to brag about Flashy New Technique and how effective it is so far. Again, putting that together went a long way toward convincing me of my own competence.

Sometimes progress reports benefit more than just the funding gods or the BigCheez types. (Though this doesn't make them much less of an annoyance the rest of the time.)

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A navel-gazing post

(by leigh) Jan 09 2011

I see lately that my (not exactly frequent) blogging has recently turned to career topics and such. I'm cool with this... if I wasn't, obviously these posts wouldn't have showed up on the blog. But it makes me think.

The original intent was to blog neuropharmacology topics- the search hits I get suggest that people are very interested in things like explanations of how drugs work, and want to know more. This is great, because I have always been interested in that stuff. But it's become kinda clear to me that for my own purposes I need to broaden things out a bit around here. Pursuit of career is taking some of my energy away from pursuit of science for science's sake. This is an interesting, if not totally confounding transition. One that I did NOT see coming from any of my previous footsteps. And I do a lot of thinking about it- it takes some of the time I used to spend thinking just about the science for science's sake.

As such, I think I'm going to throw some of this career stuff into the mix. We'll see how that goes. But don't worry, I'm not going to let my favorite science topic fall by the wayside, either.

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Back to the lab for a new year

(by leigh) Jan 03 2011

Vacations are great to clear the mind, if you can make yourself do it.

I usually don't get a break from the ideas roaming around inside my brain, and sometimes a vacation just lets them get stale. I do ideas better when I discuss with others and read about stuff and let them soak in while doing other productive science stuff. Stale ideas over vacation don't help me much.

This time, I managed to do it right. My mind is clear and I'm ready to take a fresh look at everything. Including that nice little set of preliminary data that came through before I left. Hell. Yes.

Seems I only learn to do it right after so many times of doin' it wrong... so here's to more doin' it right in 2011.

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Happy holidays!

(by leigh) Dec 23 2010

No break goes unpunished. I've been working to ensure the research progresses during my short absence, and we all know I'm coming back to an overabundance of work too. Regardless, the mental break and the brief respite from all the damn cat-herding will be incredibly welcome.

Enjoy your holidays (if you haven't already celebrated), kind readers, and we'll get back to some pharmacology when I return from a nice little location that has sand and water, seafood and good wine.

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Career relocation poll follow-up

(by leigh) Dec 19 2010

Thanks to everyone who contributed and commented on the relocations poll! I thought I'd graph up the data and share the responses.

There were n=48 respondents to the poll, and everyone answered both questions. Unfortunately, Polldaddy doesn't give me correlative results, so I don't have info for number of relocations broken down specifically by career stage. But it's something.

First question: How many relocations have you made for career or training reasons?

Figure 1. Number of relocations

Next question: what career stage are you in?

Figure 2. Current career positions

Looks as though most respondents fell into the 2-4 relocations range. However, there are a number of responses indicating more than 4 moves, including at least one "extraordinary" number. (Yikes!) Science is a demanding career, indeed. I wish I had asked how many of those moves were paid out of pocket vs reimbursed! On second thought, the results would probably be depressing.

The most common responses for career stage were 1st Postdoc and 1st Permanent position. (I'm not sure whether the prevalence of 2nd+ Postdoc should be disheartening, or encouraging in that "misery loves company" kind of way.) While we can't correlate due to the data limitations of polldaddy's free accounts, I think it follows the typical career track well to speculate that the 2-4 relocations range is likely associated with these career stages.

One thing I particularly liked is that people from many different places contributed to the poll. There were 12 countries represented among the responses! Awesome! It's always a plus to get a more well-rounded perspective on careers, as well as to see that my readers are not totally US-centric.

These results also let me feel a little more "normal" - at a time when basically my entire family is asking when I'm going to get a job closer to home (i.e. them) and quit my gallivanting around the country, this is particularly helpful. :)

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Career and training moves

(by leigh) Dec 13 2010

I was pondering the number of major relocations I've made (and consequently, dragged spousal unit through as well) in the name of my scientific training and career development.

There was the first one, to go to college as far away from my hometown as physically possible without losing the in-state tuition benefit. (ok, there was more reason than this, and I adored my college years, but that was a damn compelling reason to start.)

Then a pretty big cross-country move to go to MegaU for grad school.

Next, another substantial relocation for my first postdoc position.

Finally, another long haul to wind up in my current position. I'm hoping we can settle down here for a while now. Though let me tell you, after all that, we are some experts when it comes to downsizing, packing, and methods for transporting goods and pets.

All this has me wondering. How many moves have YOU made for career- or training-related reasons?

And since my follow-up thoughts are more discussion and less surveyable, feel free to leave a comment about the following:
Was it exciting and enriching to see and do something new, or was it just a pain in the ass? Were spousal career issues affected? To what extent did this influence your career path?

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Pharmacology that isn't my job

(by leigh) Dec 09 2010

Am I *ever* grateful for locally administered corticosteroids and local anesthetics right now.

I owe that to the many who have walked this way before me.

/just another day in the life

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